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Your field guide to gay men's health. The blog is no longer active, but is still available to use as an information resource.
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
HBGC Event: Black and Latino Gay Men on Pornography
Monday, February 27, 2012
Porn Flicks or Virtual Coliseum?
Pornographers are aroused and growling over a new Los Angeles law that will require adult film actors to wear condoms in sex acts well known to be high-risk for HIV and other sexually transmitted diseases.They argue that monthly HIV tests should be sufficient to prevent the virus from slipping into the mix of fluids splashing about the set and unwittingly infecting an actor while on the job.
The Los Angeles Times reported that companies are threatening to move out of the city, taking with them as many as 20,000 jobs for actors, makeup artists, camera crews, caterers, and the abundance of talent and services that makes L.A. a magnet for movie makers of all sorts.
The Los Angeles City Council passed the law, which takes effect March 5, after reports of actors becoming infected with HIV while pursuing their line of work.
Former adult film actor Derrick Burts, who tested HIV-positive in 2010 and was told he was infected by a fellow performer, was quoted in the Times as saying, "It's a broken system that they have in place. What performer wouldn't want to feel more safe on a work set?" Burts backs mandatory condoms.
Filmmakers argue that requiring actors to use condoms will hurt their sales. "The viewers out there don't want to see movies with condoms," Steven A. Hirsch of Vivid Entertainment told the newspaper.
Since the early AIDS years, HIV-prevention educators have argued that porn can play an important role in modeling and eroticizing safer sex -- or, to the contrary, reinforcing the idea that only "bare" sex is real sex.
The Times quoted Michael Weinstein, president of Los-Angeles-based AIDS Healthcare Foundation, as saying, "The fact that porn sends out a message that the only type of sex that's hot is unsafe ... we think that's detrimental."
AHF has lobbied the city since 2010 to require condoms in the adult movies made there.
The L.A. public health department in 2010 estimated that condoms and other protection are used in fewer than 20 percent of hardcore heterosexual pornography.
The department also reported that adult film workers are 10 times more likely to be infected with an STD than a non-adult-film worker.
"Unlike Hollywood films where there is sex or violence that is simulated," Weinstein said in an email, "in porn, real actors are being infected with real STDs, and the audience knows it.
Therefore, they are thinking that the hottest guys do it raw and only geeks use condoms."
In the early years of AIDS, gay pornographers who wanted to sell movies understood the influence that their products can have in shaping not only the sexual fantasies but the actual behavior of gay men.
The late Chuck Holmes, founder and president of industry giant Falcon Studios, told me in a 1995 interview, "No responsible gay erotica producers would ever make a decision [not to use condoms].
They'd be drummed out of the business because the models wouldn't talk to them, the distributors wouldn't touch it."
Times have changed. By the middle of the past decade, an increasing number of gay erotica producers were not only making "bareback" movies, but they felt no responsibility whatsoever to their actors -- or their audience.
Read the rest
Monday, January 23, 2012
HIV Advocate Pushes Mandated Condom Use in Porn
An HIV/AIDS advocate who for years has pushed required condom use in the adult film industry as a condition for film permits is now taking his fight to the next level.Earlier this week, the Los Angeles City Council in a 9-1 vote gave final approval to an ordinance requiring porn actors to wear condoms.
Industry representatives had opposed the ordinance as governmental regulation gone overboard.
But Michael Weinstein, president of the AIDS Healthcare Foundation, called the new rule “a great day for the performers and safer sex in our society" and now plans to collect signatures for an equivalent Los Angeles County measure.
Via the Los Angeles Times:
"This is a case study in the power of persistence," Weinstein said in an interview. He noted that the concept of allowing drug users to exchange needles, once seen as untouchable, finally gained acceptance as a way to protect people from HIV.
Weinstein has pushed state legislators and the County Board of Supervisors to back mandatory condom use, but has received little support.Weinstein said that self-regulation within the porn industry is ineffective. "It's in their DNA to not have anybody tell them anything about how they do business," he said.
No state lawmakers have been willing to sponsor legislation, Weinstein said, and Supervisor Zev Yaroslavsky said in 2010 that the state, not the county Department of Public Health, should be dealing with the matter. (Read the report here.)
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Thursday, December 29, 2011
L.A. To be First City to Mandate Condoms in Porn?
A measure that would require actors in porn films to wear condoms qualified to be on the ballot next June in L.A., the adult-film capital of the United States.The AIDS Healthcare Center collected around 71,000 signatures for the measure, almost double the 41,000 needed to get on the ballot.
Although condom usage is fairly widespread in mainstream gay porn, most major straight-porn companies don’t use them consistently.
Rising tensions about AIDS in the porn industry have reached a fever pitch in the past year: An AIDS scare based on a positive result from star Derrick Burts put a halt on the entire U.S. porn industry this August.
Just a few weeks ago, the Adult Industry Medical Healthcare Foundation, a testing center partially funded by the porn industry, was shut down after being criticized by Burts and called a “sham clinic” by the AIDS Healthcare Foundation.
The ballot initiative has its detractors: L.A. City Atty. Carmen Trutanich says she believes the issue is for the state to regulate, not the city or county, and has filed papers saying so.
Read the rest
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Touring an HIV+ gay sex club, plus the porn stars that got away...
via My Fabulous Disease, by Mark S. King
The idea that HIV positive people still want sex is as old as The Denver Principles, the 1983 manifesto drawn up by gay men with AIDS that demanded “as full and satisfying a sexual and emotional life as anyone else.” The document also stated that people with HIV/AIDS have an ethical responsibility to share their status with others.Fast forward to today, and HIV positive gay men are as open as ever about their status and their sexual preferences (setting aside, if we can for the moment, the increased stigma and discrimination facing HIV positive people of all stripes who disclose their status these days). And those sexual choices may not include HIV negative people at all, thank you very much.
Last year I taped a tour of a sex club that hosts a monthly “Poz4Play” party, and sat down to interview Bill, the party’s disarmingly unflappable host. In this video blog (the video, above, is PG rated but the language is explicit), I revisit the tour and get an update from Bill about the strong reaction to the original video, which includes a frank conversation on barebacking, the risk of other STD’s, and serosorting.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Who's That Queer [Tom of Finland]
Tom of Finland (born Touko Laaksonen in Kaarina, Finland) was a fetish artist notable for his stylised homoerotic art and his influence on late twentieth century gay culture.

Touko Laaksonen made his first erotic drawings in his youth, but none of them are known to exist; Laaksonen said that he had at first kept his drawings hidden, but then destroyed them 'at least by the time I went to serve the army'. His drawings were based on images of masculine Finnish laborers he had seen from an early age. Finland, however, soon became embroiled in the Winter War with the USSR, and then formally involved in World War 2, and Laaksonen was conscripted into the Finnish Army. He served as an anti-aircraft officer, holding the rank of a second lieutenant. He later attributed his fetishistic interest in uniformed men to encounters with men in army uniform at this time. After the war, Laaksonen returned to civilian life and worked in the advertising industry as a commercial graphic artist, continuing to create erotic drawings for his own pleasure on the side.

In 1956, Laaksonen submitted some of his homoerotic drawings to the influential American magazine Physique Pictorial for publication under the pseudonym Tom. The editor of the magazine changed the name to Tom of Finland.
Read the rest at Gay for Today.
Friday, May 21, 2010
Love thy brother
"Twincest" is pushing limits in an industry known for extremes. What is it, and why are so many people watching?
via Salon.com, by Thomas Rogers
Based on their YouTube channel, Elijah and Milo Peters just seem like your average, slightly awkward Czech teenage twins. They enjoy role-playing games and steak. They like frolicking around on the beach in their elaborately patterned underwear and taunting each other while bodybuilding. ("Hey you lazy-ee boy! Put some weight on eet!") But the Peters twins aren't quite as innocent as their goofy grins and adorable accents suggest.
Over the past few months, they have become two of the most controversial performers to hit the gay porn world in a very long time. That's because they're willing to break a taboo that, even in an industry that thrives on extremes, is too extreme for many: twin incest (or, more succinctly, twincest). While the concept of twin performers is not new to the gay porn world, the Peters twins are notable both because of the extent of their popularity and the things they are willing to do with each other on camera. They French kiss; they perform oral sex on each other; they have anal sex; and most shockingly of all, they do it in a tender and romantic way.
"My brother is my boyfriend, and I am his boyfriend," says one of the twins during a phone call from Prague (Elijah and Milo sound so much alike on the phone it is impossible to tell which one is speaking). "He is my lifeblood, and he is my only love."
Read the rest.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Brent Corrigan FUKs !T
"He has long since become an advocate for safer sex and has very publicly apologized for his past appearances in films depicting unsafe sexual practices."
Click here for the video
Read more about it on the Advocate.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Time for porn stars to self-organise
The gay porn industry, like its straight counterpart, is normalising unsafe sexual practice and ripping off its actors
I have been working in the British gay porn industry for almost two years now. On average, we earn £300 for a scene, which may seem a lot based on other jobs' hourly rates, but given that you're not shooting films often, you can't really make porn your main occupation. Unless they are famous and popular, most porn actors have to do other jobs within or outside the sex industry.
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Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Why I had to stop making porn
In the first half of my porn-life, I lived inside of a world where it almost seemed like an entire gender was being denigrated, like that was the whole point—where very young women were choked and slapped and written-on with lipstick, simply for the crime, it seemed, of being a woman.
Excerpt:
After three years of shooting, I’d disowned the Gonzo world. I had just seen too much. It had taken a toll on me, in the form of broken relationships, guilt, and regrettable behavior. I concluded that my life would be a hell of a lot sunnier if I could stop collecting money for videotaping women getting crushed before my eyes, and I simply removed myself from the arena. I applied to graduate school and eventually got in. I studied, talked a lot in class, and loved it. But I was poor. I was really, really poor.Read all of it.
So I called my last boss up, rather shamefacedly, and asked him for my job back. “I don’t have it anymore,” he said, “but we’re starting a new site. Would you be okay with shooting gay?”
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
How is Buck Angel Healthy?

To become happy and healthy, I had to start by loving myself first and foremost, learning that I had to take my life into my own hands and not rely on everyone else telling me how I had to be.I had to overcome a very bad drug and alcohol problem,and then went to therapy to deal with my gender issues. I started working out, getting my body into shape and becoming what I was meant to be. As I grew as an individual I started feeling stronger about myself. I finally began to live life for myself and not for anyone else.
-- Buck Angel
Yucatan Peninsula, Mexico

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Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Wood for Days: The Brits Make Condoms SEXYHOT


NSFW and ADULT - the way gay men's health should be :)
Check out the new XXX booklet from GMFA - "Hot Sex."
Look for more goodies on LifeLube.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
RSVP for LifeLube Podcast Forum Risky Business Now Up!
Risky Business? Bareback Porn and the Reclaiming of Pleasure
Are videos depicting edgy sex a HOT but safe way to get off for viewers or does condomless porn signal a dangerous normalizing of risk?
Come for a raw discussion about the kind of sex, intimacy, fantasies and pleasure we crave, and how we can get there.
Moderated by Fausto Fernos and Marc Felion of the Feast of Fun Podcast
Featured panelists include writer and gay men’s health activist Tony Valenzuela, Dr. Braden Berkey of the Center on Halsted, and Mufasa Ali, founder of ONYX, a leathermen’s group for men of color.
Monday, August 17, 2009
Center on Halsted
3656 North Halsted
Hoover Leppen Theatre
Doors open 6:00 p.m. for light nibbles and schmoozing
Program begins 7:00 p.m.
Space is limited for this free event.
Please click to RSVP. You must RSVP, thanks!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Can you really get "addicted" to porn?

via GayNZ, by Craig Young
In a recent self-selected poll on GayNZ.com, over 20% of our readers answered 'Yes' to the question 'Do you think you are addicted to porn?'
So can porn really become a destructive influence on your life? Or is it just harmless fun? When is an 'addiction' not an addiction?
First, how does addiction occur? Behaviourally, when a powerful stimulus affects a person, she or he experiences a pleasurable rush of neurohormones called endorphins, which predispositions one to repeat the powerful stimulus over and over again. It only becomes problematic when the stimulus takes over someone's life.
For example, by itself, shopping is relatively benign. It becomes less so when one maxes out one's credit cards, doesn't pay rent, neglects food and drink and loses one's job or home under the influence of those bags full of goodies. I've used shopping as an imaginary example, because there is no such thing as "shopping addiction".
However, substance abuse and problem gambling can produce those effects. I'm not talking about someone who takes a spliff very occassionally, or buys a lotto ticket once a year, or has wine when he takes his boyfriend out to dinner. It can become a problem if exposure to that pleasurable stimulus overrides everything else in one's life. Moreover, these recognised addictions are recorded in the prestigious American Psychiatric Association's Diagnostic and Statistical Manual IV, so they are accorded bona fide status.
Is there such a thing as "addiction" toward erotic entertainment media? According to the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual IV, no.
Read the rest.
Friday, July 17, 2009
IML MAKES HISTORY

Today the International Mr. Leather (IML) group out of Chicago made history by stopping the sale of bareback porn at their event.
IML has been around for over 30 years starting out as a little gimmick by bar owner Chuck Renslow as a way to get more people into his bar. It blossomed into a successful annual event which has become (so I've heard over the years) one of the biggest conventions in the city of Chicago.
Anyway, the interesting part of this is that the leather community was very Safer Sex oriented at the start of the AIDS epidemic (and I don't call that 'language of fear', I know that's what we called it then because I was around .. just coming out but I was around) but by the late 90s because of The Cocktail and hardon-inducing drugs (Viagra!) not to mention the popularization and virtual decriminalization (at least from a social point of view) of crystal meth (which allows guys to fuck all night long), Safer Sex went out the window and barebacking became the new fetish.
Check out Will Clark World for the rest and stay tuned for LifeLube's upcoming August podcast forum Risky Business, discussing bareback porn and intimacy in the gay community.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Q&A: An Interview with Porn Star Buck Angel


By Pistol PeteBuck Angel has taken the world by storm since he first appeared on the adult film industry scene in 2003. According to his website, www.buckangel.com, Buck was the first Female to Male to sign a deal with a mainstream porn company when he partnered with Robert Hill Productions in 2004. In 2005, he also became the first FTM to feature in an all-male porn film produced by an exclusively gay porn company. This was the Titan release Cirque Noir. In January 2007, Angel won Transsexual Performer of the Year at the AVN Awards, the first female-to-male performer to do so. In October 2008 Angel appeared in director Ed Powers' new book NAKED about the adult film industry. He filmed a sex scene with porn star Wolf Hudson for an accompanying documentary film NAKED, produced by mainstream photographer Justin Lubin. (Sources: buckangel.com, wikipedia.org)
PP: Why did you decide to get into the porn industry, and what are the positive things that have come out of your career?
BA: I did it because I wanted to show how a man with a vagina is sexy and can have a great sex life. It is important for me to also show that safe sex is very important in the making of my films. I believe that what I do is also educational and want people to see my work as something very positive. I have also started doing workshops about my work and have been asked to speak at some schools and Universities regarding my impact on human sexuality.
PP: What has the public reaction been to your work?
BA: In the beginning of Buck Angel Entertainment, many FTM guys wrote me very nasty emails telling me that what I was doing was bad for the “FTM community." What they failed to realize was that my work was and is not about the FTM community, it is about “Buck Angel” and my way of dealing with and showing sexual expression. Things have changed but I still get hate mail from more of the old school FTM's who still believe that you need to have a penis to be a man.
PP: You've been through some very tough times before coming out as transgender. How have you been able to remain healthy and stable through all the controversy that surrounds you?
BA: By loving myself first and foremost, learning that I had to take my life into my own hands and not rely on everyone else telling me how I had to be; when I did that I just never felt happy. I had to overcome a very bad drug and alcohol problem which was really the first step. Then I just went to therapy to deal with my gender issues. As I grew as an individual I started feeling stronger about myself. I started working out and getting my body into shape - the kind of male body I always dreamed of - and I believe this also really helped my self esteem. Just live life for yourself and not for anyone else.
PP: Well, you've certainly been a trailblazer, and opened many people's eyes to just how sexy and manly FTMs can be. Thanks for your time and keep up the good work.
BA: Thanks, Pete. WOOF!
You can check out Buck at buckangel.com, transsexual-man.com and on Facebook.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Milk screenwriter Dustin Lance Black apologises for ???
[If Dustin Black was having condomless anal sex with a boyfriend who had the same serostatus as he did - which appears to be the case - was that really irresponsible of him? Do we tell heterosexuals who have unprotected sex with their partners that they are irresonsible? No, we buy them baby shower gifts. Unprotected sex CAN BE SAFE PEOPLE!]Dustin Lance Black, who wrote the screenplay for Milk, the biopic of gay rights campaigner Harvey Milk, has apologised after leaked photographs showed him having unprotected sex with another man.
The three-year-old photos were released by photo agency Starzlife and show Black, an outspoken safe-sex advocate, and his boyfriend at the time engaging in a number of sexual practices without a condom.
It is alleged that a sex tape of the Oscar-winning writer and director is also up for sale.
In a statement, Black said: "It is unfortunate that individuals and other outside parties are trying to profit from material which is clearly private. I have had the privilege to speak to people across the country, both gay and straight, on a number of critical issues including safe sex.
"More important than the embarrassment of this incident is the misleading message these images send. I apologise and cannot emphasise enough the importance of responsible sexual practices."
Black's lawyers are said to be taking legal action to prevent further distribution of the images.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Who's that Queer? Andy Warhol!
Andy Warhol was a was an American painter, printmaker, and filmmaker who was a leading figure in the visual art movement known as pop art. After a successful career as a commercial illustrator, Warhol became famous worldwide for his work as a painter, avant-garde filmmaker, record producer, author, and public figure known for his membership in wildly diverse social circles that included bohemian street people, distinguished intellectuals, Hollywood celebrities and wealthy aristocrats.
Andrew Warhola was born in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, in 1928. In 1945 he entered the Carnegie Institute of Technology (now Carnegie Mellon University) where he majored in pictorial design. Upon graduation, Warhol moved to New York where he found steady work as a commercial artist. In 1952, the artist had his first individual show at the Hugo Gallery, exhibiting Fifteen Drawings Based on the Writings of Truman Capote. His work was exhibited in several other venues during the 1950s, including his first group show at The Museum of Modern Art in 1956.Many people think of Warhol as "asexual" and merely a "voyeur", however it is now well established that he was gay. The question of how Warhol's sexuality influenced his work and shaped his relationship to the art world is a major subject of scholarship on the artist, and is an issue that Warhol himself addressed in interviews, in conversation with his contemporaries, and in his publications.

Throughout his career, Warhol produced erotic photography and drawings of male nudes and one rare one of a woman "pati palomeras". Many of his most famous works (portraits of Liza Minnelli, Judy Garland, and Elizabeth Taylor, and films like Blow Job, My Hustler, and Lonesome Cowboys) draw from gay underground culture and/or openly explore the complexity of sexuality and desire. Many of his films premiered in gay porn theaters. That said, some stories about Warhol's development as an artist revolved around the obstacle his sexuality initially presented as he tried to launch his career. The first works that he submitted to a gallery in the pursuit of a career as an artist were homoerotic drawings of male nudes. They were rejected for being too openly gay.
Furthermore, the artist recalls a conversation with the film maker Emile de Antonio about the difficulty Warhol had being accepted socially by the then more famous (but closeted) gay artists Jasper Johns and Robert Rauschenberg. De Antonio explained that Warhol was "too swish and that upsets them." In response to this, Warhol wrote, "There was nothing I could say to that. It was all too true. So I decided I just wasn't going to care, because those were all the things that I didn't want to change anyway, that I didn't think I 'should' want to change... Other people could change their attitudes but not me". In exploring Warhol's biography, many turn to this period – the late 1950s and early 1960s – as a key moment in the development of his persona. Some have suggested that his frequent refusal to comment on his work, to speak about himself (confining himself in interviews to responses like "Um, No" and "Um, Yes", and often allowing others to speak for him), and even the evolution of his Pop style can be traced to the years when Warhol was first dismissed by the inner circles of the New York art world.
Source: Wikipedia.org, mbergerart.com
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Compulsive sex - when healthy sexuality moves towards an addiction
“I know guys who will drive around the city block for three hours looking for prostitutes. They aren’t genitally aroused, but are emotionally aroused looking for sex. They aren’t actually addicted to sex, but the pursuit.”
Is sex really an addiction?
Read the whole article in the Chicago Free Press.
Some signs you may have a sexual addiction:
- You are experiencing a loss of control. For example, you don’t want to spend six hours a night on Manhunt, but you can’t stop yourself.
- You are keeping your sexual life a secret.
- Your sexual behavior is causing you physical harm. For example, you masturbate so frequently there is tissue damage.
- You spend so much time finding people to hook up with, surfing porn or masturbating that it’s interfering with work or other life goals.
- Your sexual behavior is getting in the way of your primary relationships, such as your partner, family or friends.
- Despite any severe consequences you experience—becoming infected with a sexually transmitted disease, getting in trouble with the law for having sex in a public place or getting fired from work for surfing for porn—you still can’t stop.
- Your behavior has escalated. You used to go out searching for sex two nights a week, and now it is every night.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
J.C. Carter, Will Wong and Jim Pickett Rock the Tunnel of Love
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Lifelube and its partners look forward to bringing you more live podcasts in 2009!



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