[Powerful, piercingly honest story regarding this man's struggle to use condoms, and the intense attraction and pleasure of sex without them. Many of us will relate.]
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Wearing condoms always has been extremely tough for me. First, I ask myself, "Why the fuck would I use a condom when I'm the top man?" But knowing that the majority of men who contract HIV play the bottom role is absolutely no excuse for my behavior. Second, I can't maintain an erection in a condom, or at least, that's what I've convinced myself of. I use this as an excuse to not use them.Read the whole thing.
When I partake in a sexual escapade with another man, I need it to be fulfilling in all aspects, and utilizing a condom simply does not afford me that pleasure. In my earnest opinion, safe sex is absolutely ridiculous, yet necessary. It creates rigidity, as well as a wall in the middle of what is designed to be so beautiful. There is something about barebacking that allows me to feel close to the man directly in front of me.
How is this possible? HIV does not cause AIDS!
ReplyDeleteAnon - am sure you say this with an ironic wink or two. If not, sorry that you have been living in cave in the Land of the Lost for the last 29 years.
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